It was a regular day at college...infact it was after exam, so my mind was a little bit weary from last night's hectic study schedule. We were having a good conversation while sitting in the lawn of the college....my two friends...Prateek and Uphar...two people whom i can really share what i feel and what i think...and also because they are those who find interest in my so called senseless talk.....
Perhaps it was some heavenly influence that they agreed to listen to my theory about Unification of energy strings...well....i am not going to discuss that here....for those people who are interested to know what that is.....thats purely scientific explanation of this universe and possibly countless universes that exist.....
for that...we will have some other time....but while at the crux of the discussion....when i finally got both of my friends involved into thinking their way to explain the existence of us....
it was a surprising answer which i got from them.....though that was perfectly what i already sought out before.....though absent mindedly.....
The question was that there are so many dimensions.....so many orientations.....so many perfect combinations where life and intelligence can begin.....then why only we are here???
the answer was....though most obvious.....that because we are special....it was 4:30 PM
How???...see it this way......i've been a supporter of String theory.....commonly known as theory of everything....or the super unification theory....and for past three years....i've been thinking a lot.....only one question often raised.....why out of countless combinations possible in the vibrations of energy strings that shape this world and all the matter around us........only a few exist.....even if others are also perfectly stable.......??
returning back to 4:30 PM......we were all thinking the same...."WHAT?? WE ARE SPECIAL???...WHAT A RIDICULOUS ANSWER??....but fortunately we were thinking the way god himself wanted us to think...."....
what was that??.....that was making us think so??....just consider.....i am no scientist.....nor a preacher.....i am only a boy with a lot of troubles and even more questions???.....my days used to begin with "why day???.....why not night when we might have to wake up??"......and end with....."why night??.....why not day when we might have to go to rest??"....
and be true.....most of us are like this.....a lot of questions??.....and a lot more anxieties for the answers......
But when more than one come to the same inferrence independently.....there has to be some point.....and there was our!!!
back to around 4:30 PM...
we were almost dazed....what we found was incomprehensible....even by the worst standards of science......i absentmindedly just said that we are special.....how ridiculous....there has to be a reason.....
and then came to my mind....that perhaps there might be an explaination.....as per GODEL's FAMOUS RELATION that no mathematical explaination is correct in all set of axioms......
for those who are not mathmongers......its simply....
"NO MATHEMATICAL FORMULA IS CORRECT......ATLEAST FOR ALL RESULTS!!"....now don't go fighting with your teachers for your wrong answers in exams.......
there is an uncertainity.....in whatever happens....
and as we say in maths...every thing we see can be expressed in mathematical relations.....so there is a perfect possiblity that what we try to explain is totally wrong for a supposed to be correct set of situations......
and this is where we say.....GOD KNOWS WHY THE HELL IT HAPPENS??.....BUT SURE IT DOES.....perhaps absentmindedly we all find the correct answer to it....
It is god himself......no offense for feminism.....it might be herself or so......
Think it like this.....like Newton.....we all see the answer but fail to notice....
which makes Newton a scientist....and us normal sheepish crowd who just complain about every small problem....
coming back....perhaps we all know the perfect answer.....why out of million and millions and milllions of combinations of string frequencies and amplitude and spins.....only few existed to make quarks and other compound spin particles........which in turn make the electrons, protons neutrons and other quanta......which turn into atoms, molecules.....and finally somehow into life and us!!! what's the reason for it???
.....its the uncertainity which we can neither comprehend......nor we can even understand.....
its all because of GOD himself.....because its his own divine way to make us.....its because he had a will to create us.......
By 5:00 PM.....we were almost too amazed and were almost lost in thinking.....yes.....perhaps if we think and we give in to god himself.....thinking ourselves as his perfect instruments for making his creations....shaping them into the shapes we wanted.....
Its actually us fullfilling his work.....as being his specially created instrument.....very precious and very unique.......
we soon returned to our senses....and decided to remove the basic set of instructions in our mindset......that every thing is explainable....with the set that.....we can explain just a small set of
situations.....out of a set of countless possibilities of situations!!.....and we found out that all those things that can not be explained by our general relativities are perfectly possible given the countless entangled volumes existing in 26 interwined dimensions......
then we came to know.....we are just here because god wanted us to be here......in the way we are......with our lives being a unique combination of combinations of million and million probabilities......
It was a new zeal.....for all of us.....a new way of looking at life......a new outlook.....which changed us a lot......atleast me......now because i know.....i am so beloved to god that he created me uniquely.......with a purpose......so i gave in to god......that whenever i feel lost.....now i feel that my begining and end has been decided the moment god made this universes fundamental rules.....all just for me.....and not for only me.....but for all his divine creations......all of us.....everything around us........
perhaps i will keep studying string theory in a quest to understand this universe a little more......but inside i know......when i will feel that i can not now any more of it....i will still be contempt........because i know that i know the ultimate answer.......
that it's god who made all of us and every single particle which has uncertainity around it.....which is omnipresent.....is having god in it.....and i am myself made up of countless such particles.......so i know that in some manner......god is in me.....and i follow his own decided path.....created just for me........intersecting countless other paths....all deviced by him only.....for his countless precious creations......
so now whenever i wake up in morning......i don't question myself while rubbing my bleary eyes.....that "why morning???...and why not night??..".............
instead......now i often wake up with a smile.....that "Thank you god!..cause you made this beautiful morning with a beautiful sun......and not a night with a rising sun......just for me....!!"
see.....how unique......how precious we are.....we all are precious gifts to this world......try to share this feeling......consider your role in his divine theatre.....and you will find how beautiful is this world.....made just for you!!......try to make it the same way for those who don't realize it......being too busy to shake away the cobwebs of the life around them.......
Try to be the most innocent to yourself.....and you will be innocent before the god in you......and all what you do will rightfully fullfill its purpose decided by god himself.......
Peace on us......
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